Love sonnet

I thought that you will feel the love which saw

That you can keep and hold it in your heart;

I hoped that I was strong enough to thaw

The hate and awe that crushed you from the start.

 You twisted words and minds that were so pure;

The hate you kept within your soul conquered.

You let me live in pain without a cure

Although the songs I played to you were heard.

 But still I wish to share my life with you;

And plenty smiles and cries will come to me

Because, to suffer, from the start I knew,

But maybe one day you will start to see.

And now I know that I have done so wrong

When I believed that you will be as strong.